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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 19:46:17 GMT

I'm done with xanga.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:17:24 GMT

The past week or so has been insane. School has been such a bitch and so freaking dramatic. First the threats and then the scene in class..not to mention how bad Latin is kicking my ass..plus, I had to miss 1st and 2nd period for church last Wednesday and the next day I had to write a paper so I'm really, really behind in my math class. My Caramico paper sucked so I'm probably coming down to a 3.5. AAAH, PRESSURE! I have contest Saturday which means I have to get up early and go to Miami Trace. I have to borrow Jake's portable cd player since Oliver ate through my head phone cord and somehow it won't shut now? Oh yeah, and my mom is quitting smoking again so the whole house is on edge..blah! Jake did finally got his cell phone replaced though..yay! now I don't have to wait for him to get home for him to call. This past weekend was our 6 month and it was dramatic too. We both made mistakes and we defintely more than made up! I certainly love Kelley and Sam because they're both always there for me when I'm sitting there sobbing on the phone! You two know I'm here for you both. Oh gee, it's getting late. Shower time! * I love Jacob Phillip Sulzer <3 *

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 20:01:20 GMT

Welllllll it's Saturday finally ! I love Saturdays! Jake is coming over for a few here in a little bit..even though we'll see eachother tonight. Everything is so perfect with us right now..I love it! We went to his brother's last night and just hung out. One week from today will be 6 months. I love him with all my heart!

OOOOH YEAH! Apparently someone wants to kick my ass...haha! Whatever. I didn't even do anything to her..she's dumb. Yesterday was awesome though..2 assemblies and early release..plus I got out of class for both pep rallies. Bekah is going to prom!! Now I have both of my best friends..Kelley and Beks..going to prom!

Tonight we're hanging out with on of his other brothers, Jim..he's coming home from Athens for the weekend. It should be alright. I'm just happy to be hanging out with Jake! I need to go shopping so I think I'm going to go do that! Bye! Umm..I'm going to put some lyrics on here today..."Natural Anthem" by The Postal Service!

*I'll write you a song and it won't be hard to sing
It will be a natural anthem, familiar it will seem
It will rally all the workers on strike for better pay
And its chorus will resound and boost morale throughout the day

I'll write you a song and i hope that you won't mind
Because all the names and places i have taken from real life
So please don't be upset at this portrait that i paint
It may be a little biased, but at least i spelt your name right...*

< Postal Service! yay!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 18:16:17 GMT

Hello kiddies. I'm incredibly bored. Last night freaking sucked. Jake was sick so I sat at home and did nothing..well, I did have an hour long conversation with Stacy, so that was pretty fun! Haha, I'm a loser. Jake finally called around 2 in the morning. He actually went down to his brother's for a little bit after he woke up..he slept from like 11 until 9 yesterday..woke up for a few hours and went to bed after we got off the phone! Anyway, tonight is our night. I can't wait to see him. I haven't seen him since after 3rd period yesterday..that's really long for us.

I got in an argument with Sam yesterday. That kind of pissed me off. Why can't she understand that they're not going to get back together!? I don't see what he sees in me either but there must be something since we've been together for almost 6 months. Well, it's pretty upsetting because I considered her one of my best friends but I guess we'll see what happens in the long-run. Maybe we'll work it out. I don't know.

I better go. I need to clean, eat, call Jake, then start getting ready for tonight.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 22:06:33 GMT

Random Survey for Your Entertainment.!!*

Appearance
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain......omg I wish!!!..I actually have..I dont have to wish!
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:29:17 GMT

It's Valentine's Day!! Happy V-Day everyone! Jake made me dinner and we just hung out for a while. He sent me one of those stupid love grams at school too. We had a good time tonight though..he's amazing :). I'm so glad everything is alright with us again..we're so much happier since we got back together..yay for us! Jake lost his phone like an idiot..sooo I'm waiting for him to call from his house :(

My classes are a bitch right now. We're doing this stupid Macbeth stuff in Caramico and I just want to die! I also got a D on my AP Gov test. I swear, if Argabright says, "You guys need to get real" again, I will die of laughter. I got my schedule done for next year..Integrated Precal, Advanced Earth Science (or maybe Physics..idk I might change it), AP World History, Honors Latin IV, Band, AP Language Arts, Psychology, and Gym II (blah, I know). Crazy schedule. I wanted to not take a math and audit band so I could have all 5 point classes but noooo, I have to take Gym! Stupid bitches. I don't see why if I'm getting a 1/2 credit for marching band, I can't use that as my Gym. It's bull. I better go..my honey will be calling in a few minutes.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:02:52 GMT

I'm being forced to update by my ever-so-loving best friend..thanks Kel..you're a ho

So I'm down in Athens right now for Sibs weekend..even though I'm not a sib. Jake is down here too but he's staying with Jim and I haven't talked to him last night. Today is our five month . Yay! Last night was pretty freakin crazy. We went to the hockey game..OU won and there was an awesome fight with every member of both teams..they had to scrape the blood off the ice..and one of Kelley's friends shows up trashed. The whole night was about getting him to bed and trying to find wherever he was roaming campus. It was sad but hilarious at the same time..but there was a lot more to the night. I made this awesome drink but anyway..lol. Today we're going to go eat and I have no clue what else..last night was just pretty adventurous! If last night was a pre-cursor of what's to come, this weekend is going to be insane and I will have so many stories to tell! Well, I have to go. We're going to be going to Court Street soon to get some food. Bye people!!

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 01:54:42 GMT

I was prom dress browsing today and I found it. It's so perfect. It looks like the yellow dress Belle wears in Beauty and the Beast..except it's strapless. It's the most beautiful dress I've ever seen. I'm putting the down-payment on it this weekend. This dress is so gorgeous and it looks & feels *perfect* when I put it on. It's gorgeous and I WILL look amazing at prom. It's my dream dress....aaah just thinking about it makes me so happy. My mom picked it out..she usually picks out the perfect dresses for me..I guess she just has a good eye. Aaaaah, I'm so excited for prom!!!

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 05:23:56 GMT

www.myspace.com/_elw_

yeeeeeaaaaaah...........................

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 22:57:03 GMT

"When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire"

Monday & Tuesday were 2 of the longest days of my life. Apparently I'm a bitch and a control freak & I need to give Jake space..these were not the words of Jake..thank God. Anyway, I was crying so hard and Jake kept trying to get me to stop. I was pretty much over it until studyhall yesterday & someone told me something that Jake supposedly said about me..so I started crying again. Jake and I talked about it and it wasn't true so I kinda just got over it. But today someone else was bragging & telling people that she made me cry instead of the person who actually did it? Oh well..it's over..Jake and I will be fine and that's what counts!

Today is 4 months for Jake and me. We had a really good day today..school sucked because I didn't get to see him but he made me go to Jerry's Tires with him after school to get a new tire. After that..we just hugged and kissed..yay. I better go...